Silence (12/05)

Lying on my bed,
thoughts,
drifting through my head,
aimlessly purposeful,

Asking myself why,
silence,
twisted mind,
unlived fantasies,

Forbidden touch,
unquenchable thirst,
uncontrollable,
or control undesirable,

Lust,
desire,
parched lips,
no water moistens,

Jealousy absent,
why,
strangely enough,
silence,

No tears,
no shame,
no answers,
why such maddening,

SILENCE!