Existence of Delusion

This shall be my last post for a while.. the events that occur over the next few days shall decide whether this blog shall cease to exist or not.. for those of you who have taken the time to read my rantings, and hopefully have gained a deeper understanding of the thoughts we have, I thank you.. this is perhaps my most incoherent piece of writing so far.. I leave you to decide..

dagone sager

Burning Embers (08/06)

Sequences,
experiences,
words,
events,

Time takes its toll,
on mind,
body,
and soul,

Burning embers,
orange light,
end of a stick,
I inhale,

Words I hear,
thoughts,
run through my brain,
at the most inopportune moments,

Satisfaction,
flesh against flesh,
senses of touch,
momentary satisfaction,

The time has come,
I have sat and watched,
given hurt,
far too long,

If this is all,
extent of my abilities,
then I best refrain,
sink into oblivion,

Step away,
push away,
run away,
whatever it takes,

It is right,
once again,
it is time,
I need my mask,

The memories will remain,
always,
hidden,
treasured,

Am I wrong?
I may ask,
I cannot entertain,
implode if I must,

What comes to pass must pass.